Blessings, Grace and Mercy. All Good Things

Have you ever had the feeling that God is blessing you in ways that you could never imagine? The more I take the time to look around, the more I see how he provides and cares for me unconditionally.

Someone was describing the difference between grace and mercy to me the other day. This is what we concluded: Grace is God giving us the blessings we don't deserve and mercy is God saving us from the stuff we really do deserve. As sinners, we experience both.

"My heart sings a brand new song, the debt is paid, these chains are gone"
-MercyMe


Side note: Spring Break officially starts tomorrow. Praise Jesus. Daytona, here I come!

Not a fan of Valentines Day

...so I haven't written since October, my apologies. Not much is going on, just the usual. I'm already ready for the summer, winter is way too long and harsh in the upstate. School is going fine, just a whirlwind of papers and projects.
Recently on Facebook there was a trend going around to create a note and write 25 random things about yourself that people might not know. I decided to jump on the bandwagon and create one for myself, but I'll have to say, this wasn't a quick task for me. Here are my 25 things:

1. I’m constantly hungry, no matter what time of day it is. I have cravings that could put a pregnant woman to shame

2. I hate all vegetables, except potatoes because they create french fries

3. I’m obsessed with photography. I could spend all day outside taking pictures and be totally content

4. I have a rabbit named Britches. I keep telling myself that he is preparing me to be a mother because he is the equivalent of a two year old child

5. I can’t wait to be a mother (or as I’d like to be called, a “momma”)

6. Music is my therapy. Singing at the top of my lungs is the quickest way to let my frustration out

7. I think all farm animals are cute- Cows being my favorite, and pigs coming in a close second place.

8. I love the sound of trains

9. I’ve lived in 3 different states and one foreign country (Japan). That includes 8 houses all together

10. I’ve only broken a bone twice, my right pinkie finger on two separate occasions (now its permanently crooked)

11. I can usually make my stomach growl on cue. It sounds like I have a baby dragon inside of me

12. My favorite flower is the sunflower, but any flower in general can make me smile

13. I enjoy being near water, but only the ocean or creeks, lakes just don’t do it for me

14. Contrary to popular belief, my favorite color is teal, not pink

15. I never learned how to ice skate or rollerblade when I was a kid

16. My favorite movie is The Shawshank Redemption

17. I hate wearing shoes. I’d much rather be barefoot. In kindergarten my teachers would duct tape my shoes to my feet to ensure I would keep them on

18. I like racing the car next to me when I pull up at stop lights. My little Nissan Sentra would surprise you

19. I love getting mail

20. It bugs me when people don’t know the difference between “there”,
“their”, and “they’re”

21. I’ve always wanted to be the voice of a Disney character, preferably a princess, but I’d be ok with being a cute creature

22. I consider myself a southerner, but I don’t like sweet tea, grits or collard greens

23. I’m very gullible. I once was told that goats that live on mountains have two legs that are longer than the others because they are always standing on inclines. I believed it for awhile

24. My favorite band is Needtobreathe

25. I love the show Jon and Kate Plus 8. I can easily name all of their kids, but I still have a hard time remembering people’s names in my classes

And I hate Valentines Day

Life Changes

Life seems to change a lot faster when you get to college...does that sound too cliche? Sometimes people go in and out or relationships like they are nascar drivers. Sometimes people make new friends and lose old ones. Sometimes people pick up bad habits and discard the good ones. Things just dont seem to stay the same for long.
This is true of my life as well. Personally for me, I've had a lot of important people leave my life in the last year or so (leave as in "distance themselves", not leave as in die..). Its kind of discouraging when you realize everyone you once looked to for guidance is gone, but no need for a Rachel pity party, cause thats where God comes in. Lately, he has been pounding it in my head that he is the only one I need and he is the only one I should run to. My roommates, my parents, and my friends have lives of their own and can't always be there to fix me.

Yes, may I speak to Mayor Diane Head please?

I realized today that I have spent more time in the library in the last month than I have my last two years at Clemson. For serious.
As I sit here on the second floor of the library (which is so quiet you can hear every sniffle, cough and tummy growl of fellow students) looking through the Foundation Directory of Grants I can only think of what Aly would say, "Its time to put on your big girl pants". And thats exactly what I'm having to do. There are so many requirements and limitations to grants its ridiculous, just to let you know. Examples: Are you a nonprofit organization? Are you affliated with a religious group? Are you in Charleston or Jasper county? Do you file 501 (c) forms ( what the crap does that mean???) I just write down names of possible grant foundations and give them to my financial subcommittee to deal with.
Today I also called the Mayor of Salem to speak with her about tax forms and financial aid. I put on my professional voice and pretended to know what I was talking about. Then I realized that the Mayor of Salem doesn't know much more than I do. At least we are on the same playing field. This is my life.

Oh AND I should be studying for a Middle Eastern map quiz I have in my next class, but seeing as how I am good with visual learning/memorizing I feel like it should be a breeze. No real concepts, just memorization. That is one thing I can do well.

i aint a teenager no more

I've been in school almost a month and football has finally started. I've already met so many new people and had some great adventures. My junior year has gotten off to a great start-the Lord has been so good to me! I also just celebrated my 20th birthday on Saturday, our first home game. The Tigers ended up beating the bulldogs so it was definitely an awesome birthday!!! I'm having such a wonderful time, but I'm also a tad homesick. Im ready to drive over the Edisto bridge and see the marsh, the creek, my dog and my home. Mom- that is a good sign..it means I'll probably be home soon!

classes start when?!!?!

I am back at Clemson and classes start in 3 days. I'm not quite ready to start studying and working and what not. I'd rather just play with my friends and live in Clemson. This will be a very different year for me and I must confess I'm unusually scared and nervous. (not something I'm proud of)

Fourth of July has come and gone

The summer is flying by. As I sit here in my room and listen to another summer thunderstorm I've realized that summer is already halfway over! The fourth of July was here before I knew it. We had lots of family visit for the holiday weekend, and it was awesome to see everyone. We had 12 adults, 1 child, 3 babies, and 9 dogs! Sadly, my fourth of July wasn't spent out on a beach or in a boat ...I was unfortunately stuck at work. The whole weekend wasn't ruined though because I had Saturday off and I packed it full of fun. I was on the beach by 10 am with tons of cousins, aunts, uncles and babies. After that I headed to the boat with Dad to go and catch a couple of fish before we headed inside to eat and play Scattergories with everyone. All in all it was a great holiday to celebrate with a great family.